The men in the white suits ...

The men in the white suits that look like they are going in and out of a toxic waste site are in my house ...I told Randy I want some pictures to share on my blog ..I hope he gets some today ...I myself don't dare go back out there after our reaction the other day to my home ..its such a beautiful home and I pray we get to live there when its been cut scraped sprayed air scrubbed of yucky black toxic mold so far they have found mold in the doorway from the laundry room to the hall I was not expecting for them to find mold there , its sounds as if they are being thorough as they follow the trail of mold trail so that makes me feel good ...my sinus's are about clear from out trip there almost a week ago ..wow all those sick years and feelings of dread there and now a answer I feel very blessed sure its taking any money that we have that I could of possably taken a vacation to see the ancient city of Petra I have always wanted to go there and honestly never really thought I would go but thinking about the money we are spending on the house makes me wonder should we have lived more frugal in a smaller home and taken more vacations ??? I don't know I really love my home and our lil piece of land with our seasonal creek I guess u could say many people would pay money to spend a few weeks on our lil piece of Heaven on earth ..

      I have a good and happy life a loving husband awesome kids and now a new chance at a healthy life and I am going to embrace it as I never have before HOPE is so exciting ...

   I am sad that most doctors I have spoke to don't have any thing to say about toxic mold not even a question about it ..they just kind of breeze right over it ..My new prayer is that more people become knowledgeable about it and all the health issues it can cause and even though every one will not have the exact same symptoms when exposed its real very real....

 I am happy that I was able to order and pay for the ERMI testing that I ordered from a website called momsaware if you google them they have lots of great information and you can order the test...

 I am thankful for facebook and the mold awareness groups who honestly helped me keep my sanity in the first week of what I needed to to do ...they are a group of people just like me sick and tired and scared and worried .. I didn't and don't feel alone when I read the posts their and they also helped Randy understand more of what I was going through ....

 I am so happy I have a husband who listened to me and stood by my side ( maybe a bit because he thought I was off my rocker and nuts for running off as I did and might need mental help at some point LOL ) The day I left my home I was very weak both in health and in my mind but I made my decision and I stood by it BTW he has to tell our neighbor friend that I am not a psychotic nut job that neighbor had the joy of happening to be there one day while I stood outside in the rain because I refused to go in the house this was before the ERMI test resuts had come back ...

everyday is one day closer to being home again and I am thrilled about that ...  

More water leaks under the house TOXIC BLACK MOLD

The water damage in our house is much worse than we thought ...the mold remediators are there doing more testing and the whole floor from our bathroom, clear to the dining room is wet from another water leak we didn't even know was there ..I am not sure the leak has even been found yet ...I need to call Randy and get a update ..My most important advice to everyone is when your gut tells you something is wrong, very wrong, follow your instincts...I pray we will get our health back 100% ...I am so glad I left that house as if it was on fire... it was a very hard thing for me to do, just up and tell Randy we were leaving and I would not come back till we found the problem ...I was tired of seeing my kids and me sick all the time....... something was wrong and turns out I was right ...Now I need to look back on my blog and see if my illness started when the water heater leaked and we had it fixed... I know it was around that time ...and that been since 2008 or 2009 ...