A new me

So I was thinking today ...after getting Mindi home and on some good pain meds as I was driving by the hip clothing store over in the old Rite aid complex and realized this is my chance to totally change up my wardrobe, since all my clothes are going in the trash ..what kind of style do I want to be ? I am starting from scratch and not going to have hordes of clothes I never wear ever again.... I want a nice selection of about 20 items to mix and match not my usual clearance isle and goodwill selections...I might be a new and improved version of me soon ...right now we are living in cheap pajamas and 1 pair of pants and a shirt for town but I am going to have to get something soon ...

Run Run as fast as I can .....

Today my Randy finally got to see how our Rylan breathing has improved since we left mold house.. I am so happy.. I was so scared to even leave my home, knowing it was so hard for me to do without my Randy's blessings ...Things are turning for the better he is accepting that it is our house making me and the boys sick and now he seen the proof ...Randy works long hours and we only seen him about 15 minute a night because he is staying at mold house to care for our animals and he works very long hours ...Rylans air hunger is almost completely gone.. though he gets out of breath quickly, while playing, that may be life long I am afraid, since he has lived in that house his whole life ... Randy took him to the park, while I went to the ER with Mindi who has pneumonia ( she does not live with us) So for those who are scared like I was of leaving, and what people think, just give yourself permission to do what feels right in your gut ...My gut said run for your lives, so I did ....

ughhh I have been sick for over a month

I have been sick since the first week of school ughh...not sick enough to go to the docs cause I think they would just say its allergies or something but I don't feel good...just getting over the yucky cough and now a sore throat, seems I have a weak constitution and I am not liking it one bit..today I am going to try and get my coupons clipped and go shopping but the chair and a nice warm blanket sounds so much better right now ...
         we have cub scouts meeting tonight Randy and Rylan might just have to go themselves I hate missing out on it but like I said I just don't feel good..I am hoping to get the call about getting the epidural in my lower back today I called and left a message yesterday about it I was supposed to call about a month ago but then my Dad got sick and I have been so busy with him I was to tired to even call and make the appointment ..
        Lets see Mindi now has my Grandmas car so she is mobile again maybe I will send her in to do the coupon shopping if I get everything together she has been cooped up here so I think she might enjoy the outing ...