Mycotoxin Cleaning plans for me

I plan on going home friday or Saturday and I have already bought shockwave and Concrobium cleaners and now I am not sure if I want to use those, I also have looked into ozone machines ..AND honestly I am not sure I want to use those, my gut is saying use baking soda and lemon with some tea tree oil and wipe down all the walls.

 Urggg there are so many suggestions on what to do what not to do and a person never knows what is going ot be right for them .. with our breathing sinus issues I just worry that maybe less is more in the way of cleaning since our systems have already been so degraded from living with mold for so long I worry anything we do may have a adverse affect ...

 Went out to the house yesterday and it smells weird in there I hope its just  the big sheets of plastic we still have hanging everywhere and when those are gone the smell will go with it .. 

 Andrew and I went to home depot and bought some paint for his bathroom and some mildew mold resistant primer and of course I am worried about using that too ..Good God I just worry over everything ..I just want us to continue to improve..

 I am so very happy that we are going home the beginning of spring and summer I will have months to air out the house and clean with all the windows open and it will be hot and I plan on letting the house cook all summer and just spend more time in the swimming pool , we will see how that plan works when its 110 degrees outside LOL I will be buying a new window A/C just in case the heat is too much ..

 The thing is mycotoxins are hard to get rid of and I have not found and sure fire plan to make them disappear except time lots and lots of time like years and years and I am scared of them as much or more so than toxic black mold ...

Movie day

This link takes you to the website of a movie called Moldy ..very eye opening and explains what others have http://www.movie-life.net/movie/moldy/

Closer and closer to going home

I never would have thought the day I walked out of my house February 15th 2016 I would still not be home April 6th 2016 Wow ...But what a blessing to have such a loving warm home to stay in while I wait for my home to be fixed ..

 I am getting nervous that I will be one of those who is never able to go back to my home due to mycotoxins in the walls .. We have plans on cleaning paiting and scrubbing every surface when I do go back ..I also plan on getting a tent to rest in durning the day out in the yard ..

 We r going to make the living room our first safe room even though its open to the kitchen dining room and halls , we may have to rethink that decision time will tell...

        I still do not have much energy and that worries me, where and I going to draw up energy for this huge task in front of me I have no clue .. My brain feels good I just need the rest of me to catch up and I have a feeling I will go downhill while going through things when I get home .Lets just say its going to take a good long while ughhh... I want it now , been sick too long already ...But I am thankful summer is coming and I am not attempting this going into wintertime ..

Recoved from Mold hit

I slept wonderful last night and woke up with a clear nose so I seem to recover from those mold hits pretty easily at least in my sinuses Andrew was saying his ear was hurting last night I pray when he wakes up its feeling better if not ..gotta call his doctor ...

delayed Mold toxin hit

well I went to the house day before yesterday to go through toxic crap from the house out on the deck ..I did get a headache and could feel the mold dust in my nose so I quit and then was fine that night and yesterday... then last night I didn't sleep well and woke up today with puffy eyes and feeling the mold hit....Does anyone else have a delayed reaction like that ...I was doing so well while away for like 2 weeks ...I will have to help go through out stuff after remediation.... that will suck !!!!!!!! but so far I seem to be lucky and process the stuffy nose in a couple days after the hit, but not looking forward to that............ I just hope my home will not do this to me after everything is finished being thrown out and cleaned with shockwave I picked shock wave just because I need to pick something

Took a lil trip home and no stuffy-ness this morning yay..

The moulding from around the sliding glass door ..Really had no idea the living room was so infested
... we will find out Tuesday or Wednesday if the house is clear for us to go back home ..Rylan and I went out yesterday to see if our nose and my tastebuds would pass the mold test and it feels pretty clear ...I also went through things on the deck that randy moved out for the remediators..That did give me a headaches and I could taste that awful mold taste in my nose and mouth so I stopped after about a hour ...Lots of work when we do get home to fee the house of every bit of dust ...

                I am just so hopeful for the furture ... feeling so much better these days my mind feels so clear and fresh I am still not full of energy its going to take a while to be completely well but baby steps are ok with me ..I truly think this has been a big contributor to our ill health all these years...

          Andrews eyes are improving daily when we got out they were black as black could be now they are more a dark tan color ...we have started our supplements and vitamins going at it slow to make sure we don't have a bad reaction to any of them ... 

The men in the white suits ...

The men in the white suits that look like they are going in and out of a toxic waste site are in my house ...I told Randy I want some pictures to share on my blog ..I hope he gets some today ...I myself don't dare go back out there after our reaction the other day to my home ..its such a beautiful home and I pray we get to live there when its been cut scraped sprayed air scrubbed of yucky black toxic mold so far they have found mold in the doorway from the laundry room to the hall I was not expecting for them to find mold there , its sounds as if they are being thorough as they follow the trail of mold trail so that makes me feel good ...my sinus's are about clear from out trip there almost a week ago ..wow all those sick years and feelings of dread there and now a answer I feel very blessed sure its taking any money that we have that I could of possably taken a vacation to see the ancient city of Petra I have always wanted to go there and honestly never really thought I would go but thinking about the money we are spending on the house makes me wonder should we have lived more frugal in a smaller home and taken more vacations ??? I don't know I really love my home and our lil piece of land with our seasonal creek I guess u could say many people would pay money to spend a few weeks on our lil piece of Heaven on earth ..

      I have a good and happy life a loving husband awesome kids and now a new chance at a healthy life and I am going to embrace it as I never have before HOPE is so exciting ...

   I am sad that most doctors I have spoke to don't have any thing to say about toxic mold not even a question about it ..they just kind of breeze right over it ..My new prayer is that more people become knowledgeable about it and all the health issues it can cause and even though every one will not have the exact same symptoms when exposed its real very real....

 I am happy that I was able to order and pay for the ERMI testing that I ordered from a website called momsaware if you google them they have lots of great information and you can order the test...

 I am thankful for facebook and the mold awareness groups who honestly helped me keep my sanity in the first week of what I needed to to do ...they are a group of people just like me sick and tired and scared and worried .. I didn't and don't feel alone when I read the posts their and they also helped Randy understand more of what I was going through ....

 I am so happy I have a husband who listened to me and stood by my side ( maybe a bit because he thought I was off my rocker and nuts for running off as I did and might need mental help at some point LOL ) The day I left my home I was very weak both in health and in my mind but I made my decision and I stood by it BTW he has to tell our neighbor friend that I am not a psychotic nut job that neighbor had the joy of happening to be there one day while I stood outside in the rain because I refused to go in the house this was before the ERMI test resuts had come back ...

everyday is one day closer to being home again and I am thrilled about that ...